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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2008|10:37 pm]
I just applied for my first professional job!  It's for a position at Portland State and they want to fill the position immediately.  I know I probably would not be able to take the job until June, but I thought it was worth a try.  Besides, the worst that can happen is I "test out" my resume and marketing materials and see how effective they are.  I'm looking at this as a trial run because there is such a small likelihood that I would be considered or able to take the job.  Because of that, applying did not  make me feel anxious or nervous; in fact, I wrote up a pretty solid cover letter in less than 30 minutes and just tuned up my resume.  I feel a little weary about applying if I know I can't accept the position (I don't want to waste the application committee's time) but I also know this is a job I would take if they could negotiate the starting date.

The only part I hate is asking for references.  I hate asking and bothering people.  I have relied on my references a lot in the past for internship and job references.  I feel bad for inconveniencing them!  They always seem open and willing, but I still cringe every time some application requests three names.  Oh well, I guess I have to get used to it...
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Mid Program Review and Reflection [May. 1st, 2008|11:13 pm]
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Good news!  I passed my mid-program review, which means, at least symbolically, I am done with my first year of graduate school and I am considered on track to fulfilling the program requirements and competencies.

I still cannot fathom how I managed to complete my first year of graduate school, and with a 4.0 no less.  I can't believe it has been three quarters already, especially because I feel I have so much more to learn, do, see, make, think, and create!

This has been the most trying time for me.  I consider myself to be an independent person but it was more challenging than I anticipated to separate myself from my sister and Nicholai, not to mention my friends and mentors from WWU and the beauty of Bellingham. 

This year really tested some of my friendships but I think it's better to know sooner than later who you can depend on.  I learned a lot about what friendship could and should mean.  I found the courage to walk away from some unhealthy friendships and to not accept anything less than honesty, trust and respect from those I choose to call a friend.

I was very afraid I would not be able to forge new friendship here, and I am relieved that my original insecurities have largely proved to be faulty.   I think the cohort model and the stress of graduate school life speeds up the bonding process and while I still struggle to find myself within the cohort, I am reminded often in small ways that I have friends here who care and I have found when I most need it, I have it.

I still struggle sometimes with balancing my life - it seems my life right now revolves around CSSA and campus life.  And while I have re-affirmed for myself that this is the career and field for me, I also need to recognize the importance of building connections, interests and support systems off-campus.  I know for my own mental and physical wellness, I need to find more time to do what I love: cycle, play the piano, design, visit Bellingham and volunteer.  This is what sustains me and helps me to process the hustle and bustle of life.  I know with the stresses that come with the second year of graduate school I will need to depend on these activities more and more or I will blow out.

This year I have discovered a great number of passions and I doubt I would have stumbled upon them had I not come to OSU.  I suspected I would like conduct work, and now I know that it is a functional area within Student Affairs I can feel content, inspired, and challenged by.  Maybe my interests will change, but I appreciate at least for now that I am not waking up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night, worried that I made a horrible decision to pursue Student Affairs.  I am so grateful to DS, JB and RC for providing me with so many opportunities and helping me transition my curiosities into understandings.

Now that I have been through a year, I think I have some ideas of what I need to do in order to be successful:

  • Find a 1-bedroom apartment that is spacious and well-managed.  No more cramped studio apartments that feel so suffocating!
  • Attend more programs and events on campus.  I always forget just how much I love attending cultural events (like the Drag Show, which was a highlight of the year), lectures, community projects and so forth and it is so easy for me to let homework get in the way of engaging in the OSU campus as an actual student!  I keep forgetting I am a student here, too!
  • Study in the library or at the Interzone Cafe.  Studying in my room does.not.work.  I get distracted and spend the whole evening visiting blogs, checking e-mail and refreshing webpages over and over and over... I could probably accomplish just as much work in half as much time if I remove myself from my living environment.
  • Bike more.  I still have many bike paths to explore in the Willamette Valley and I really want to do the covered bridge tour next year!
  • Speak up!  When I attend meetings (like CIRT), I just sit quietly at the table and take notes.  I never ask questions, offer my input, or speak!  It's so silly and when we do case studies, I always beat myself up because I know the answers or the resources who should be involved, but I just sit there!  I need to get over the fact that I feel still like a paraprofessional and challenge myself to take risks and offer my perspective.
  • I need to set some perimeters for my GTA.  I can't keep working more than 20 hours a week and I can't keep letting some people in the office treat me the way they do.  I need to earn and expect respect and hold people accountable when they do disrespect me (which happens more than I care to share... I've just gotten myself to an apathetic state now where I ignore it)
  • I need to try some things I am not naturally attracted to, such as working in student leadership and activities.  I really need to push myself to try because it is so easy to stay in my comfort zone.  Hopefully D.J. being on my committee can help me get more involved in the MU programming council or something.
  • Do not procrastinate on my portfolio.  Okay, I know it is going to happen, but I need to start working on it in the fall (especially since I have 6 free credits from my internship in the summer).  Actually, I need to start doing the reflection pieces in the summer

There is probably a lot more to do, but I just got very tired and I need to complete two assignments before I allow myself to go to sleep tonight!  Sorry I got so sentimental and optimistic!  That's so unlike me! :)


p.s. Jenni can you believe we are almost done with year 1?  Where did the time go?


(X-posted in [info]ifeelgoodlost because I have too many dang blogs and I should just consolidate!)
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2008|02:14 am]
My mid-program review is this morning!  Eep!

I hope I made all the pertinent edits - I really have no idea what TBT is expecting.  I was quite knackered after the all-day Career Fair followed by class until 8 p.m. and the last thing I wanted to do was come home and make a new presentation. 

But it's done and I am going to go to bed (after a quick go at today's New York Times crossword puzzle, natch) and I refuse to think about it anymore!

I hope I pass!
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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2008|05:10 pm]
Thursday is my mid-program review with my committee.  I'm ready for it, but I'm not ready to accept that I am half-way done with graduate school!  How could this be?  Didn't I just move to Corvallis yesterday?  No?

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Today was a beautiful, beautiful day.  I've spent most of it doing homework inside but I did take a walk around the neighborhood.  I hope the weather stays like this for the next 19 days!  This reminds me of the weather when I first moved here back in September, when I was just a young, wide-eyed, first year graduate student.

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The only thing that spoiled this beautiful day was the fire alarm in my apartment complex went off three times.  Running up and down the stairs gets annoying pretty fast, especially when they were all small kitchen fires.  I'm glad everyone is okay, but goodness gracious, I still have a headache from the blaring alarm!  I am ready to move out of this crappy apartment already!




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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2008|10:23 am]


Arizona Proposal Would Prohibit Race-Based Student Groups


Holy cannoli.
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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2008|07:11 pm]
I am psyched for the Student Development Theory Wildcard Project!  Finally a break from APA-formatted papers!


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I attended two portfolio defenses today.  All students must create and defend a capstone portfolio.  The defense process is two-hours, with the first hour a public presentation, and the second a closed-door session, where apparently your committee grills you about the competencies and tries to break up down...or something like that.  I don't know - it's a mystery.

I was expecting the process to be more formal, but the opening presentations seemed rather casual.  Don't get me wrong - they did a great, great job - but it was not what I was expecting, somehow.

I definitely feel 100% committed to the idea of creating a web-based portfolio after seeing the presentations today.  Neither individual chose to do one and as an audience member, I really would have liked the chance to see their reflections, see coursework artifacts, see evidence of their competencies, and so forth.  Naturally, some people are probably not so comfortable with putting everything on public display, but I want others to share in my experiences.  So forward on with the website!

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My mid-program review is on Thursday, May 1.  I have assembled a pretty darn good committee: T.B-T, D.J. and D.S. (let's see you try to break that code, E.S!), even though no one can ever fill the voice of DoSL J.B.  I am glad to have two committee members with a lot of expertise and experience in my area of specialization (campus crisis management, tentatively titled) and one committee member who always reminds me to look at the bigger picture.

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I leave for Scotland in 25 days!  Oh sheet!

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MBTI Results [Apr. 16th, 2008|02:48 pm]
INFJ - "The Counselor"
Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1.5% of total population

Introverted (I) 69.44% Extroverted (E) 30.56%
Intuitive (N) 72.41% Sensing (S) 27.59%
Feeling (F) 81.82% Thinking (T) 18.18%
Judging (J) 79.31% Perceiving (P) 20.69%

Your personality type:

Quietly forceful, original and sensitive. Tend to stick to things until they are done. Extremely intuitive about people and concerned for their feelings. Well-developed value systems which they strictly adhere to. Well-respected for their perserverence in doing the right thing. Likely to be individualistic, rather than leading or following.

Careers that could fit you includes:

Counselors, clergy, missionaries, teachers, medical doctors, dentists, chiropractors, psychologists, psychiatrists, writers, musicians, artists, psychics, photographers, child care workers, education consultants, librarians, marketeers, scientists, social workers.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

Overall, pretty dang accurate.  I expect my results to show I was even more Introverted - could it be I am not as shy as I think I am?  Apparently INFJ are the most uncommon Myers-Briggs type.  I definitely have considered most of the careers suggested, like musician, counselor, writer, photographer, education consultants and social workers, but I could never see myself as a medical doctor, dentist, scientist or marketeers.

I don't really put a lot of weight on these kind of tests, but they can be fun or helpful in articulating your personality or behavioral patterns.



** Test taken for my Teaching and Counseling Career and Lifestyle Development class and my GTA position in Career Services
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1 Year Later [Apr. 16th, 2008|01:59 pm]
I hold the very unpopular opinion that all of the memorials and ceremonies dedicated to the victims of the Virginia Tech tragedy today should be in memory of 33 students and faculty members, not 32.
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Christian Privilege in Higher Education [Apr. 15th, 2008|11:39 am]

Christian Privilege in So-Called Secular Institutions of Higher Education

With approximately 20 percent of students entering public institutions of higher education identifying as so-called “religious minorities,” including Buddhist, Hindu, Jewish, Bahá'í, and Muslim, and 15 percent as “non-religious,” it has become increasingly more relevant and necessary to understand and address the effects of Christian privilege on campus as universities nationwide struggle to create more inclusive learning and social environments (Clark, 2002).  In “Understanding Christian Privilege in Higher Education,” Seifert (2007) adopted Clark’s (2002) definition of Christian privilege as “the manifestation of unearned and unacknowledged advantages that those in the dominant social or cultural group (in this case, Christians), experience in their daily lives” (p. 11).  These systematic inequalities bestow myriad benefits to Christians in the United States and in its educational institutions, while simultaneously depriving members of the non-dominant religious faith access to the same rights, resources and successes:  “When compared to Christian students who enjoy many privileges, students from minority religious groups must work much harder to survive and thrive in a system that is designed specifically for the needs of Christian students” (Schlosser and Sedlacek, 2003, p. 5).

The permeation of Christianity throughout institutions of higher learning in the United States is expressed and disseminated through the structuring of the university calendar, curricula, physical facilities, on-campus dining services, symbolic and attitudinal expression, and institutional policies.  Through these formal and informal institutional and social messages and practices, Christian culture is reinforced as “normal” and university, thereby marginalizing the experiences and values of members not of the dominant religious culture. 

Christian privilege and cultural favoritism can cause members of religious minority groups to feel discriminated and oppressed because of their spiritual identity, often with serious implications: “Victims of marginalization and systematic oppression are susceptible for the effects of internalized oppression, whereby they internalize, consciously or unconsciously, attitudes of inferiority and ‘otherness’ (Blumenfeld, 2006, p. 6).  The internalization of inferiority can have adverse affects on a student’s self-esteem, attitudes towards members of the dominant culture and their own religious community, and identify development (Blumenfeld, 2006).

 

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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2008|09:27 pm]
I have to start a reflection journal this quarter for my internship in the Office of Student Conduct (boy, that would've been helpful to know last quarter when I started the internship...but I digress).  I will use this space for that purpose, but my posts will be friends-only, with the assumption that those who read it will respect confidentiality (and I have no doubt that you all will).  I have no intention of sharing specifics about my interactions with students or staff members, and instead will be more general about my learning, reflections, reactions, challenges, and such.  But I just wanted to put that P.S.A. out there because OSU is a rather small community and I hope to present myself as a professional at all times.

Capice?
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2008|02:51 pm]
I love my internship and working in Student Conduct.

That is all.
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2008|11:42 am]
I am geeked out on Student Affairs right now.

For one, I just arranged for yet another internship.  To graduate, I only need 9 credits (approx. 270 hours) of internship or practicum work.  I have already amassed or am in the process of amassing:

(3) credits for Student Conduct
(3) credits for my campus ecology project with the Dean of Students
(5) credits for Scotland this summer
(4) credits for my spirituality project with the Dean of Students
(2) credits for my internship organizing/training/developing a Community Standards Board (the new one)

So that's...17 credits, which is nearly twice as many as I need to graduate.  I am okay with that, especially because I really wanted to get a lot of practical, hands-on experiences while I am here.  I come from a strictly housing background, so I wanted to try out different functional areas to see what is a good "fit".  I also want to create some experiences that will enrich my work and skills if I do return to Residence Life, too.  I do envision myself returning to Residence Life, at least for a handful of years, after graduation and I will use that experience to further explore what interactions with students I most enjoy.

I also think I have found my capstone portfolio theme idea!  To make a long description short, students purusing a Ed.M (like me) have to create a portfolio and complete a presentation on how they have met the outline competencies of the program through coursework, assistantship work, co-curricular, internship and practicum work.  Generally students find some creative way to present and demonstrate their learning - some have done websites and blogs, some have incorporated music, theater, and art into it.  Some people create a "scrapbook" of artifacts, reflection pieces, etc, usually with a metaphorical theme.

Anyways, I think I have thought of my theme, even though I am not sure how this theme will be presented (PowerPoint, website portfolio, physical binder, etc.) quite yet.  I am personally leaning towards a website, because I love blogging and I like the idea of being able to direct prospective employers to a place that houses proof of my educational and professional philosophies and work.  But I also like tangible  creative projects, too - so I am conflicted as towards how this will really manifest.

But my theme, I think, will be centered around an airport theme.  Sounds kind of nutty, right?  Well, last year, when I was applying to graduate school programs, I developed this large metaphor to explain my personal understanding and framing of the university as akin to an airport hub (and not just because everything at both places is overpriced - zing!).  Essentially, students (passengers) come from all corners of the world in order to get some place else.  As a student affairs professional, I am the facilitator of the student's journey - it is my role to help get them to their next destination, their next leg of their journey.  I have to be aware of where they are coming from (where they are flying in from, in the analogy) and understand how that affects their transition or experience through the university (or airport hub).  I need to help them discover where they are going and why, what they need to do to get there, what to expect, and so forth.  I am a resource and "attendant." (Are you starting to see the genius of this metaphor and how many puns I can use?)

It goes on on a number of different levels.  Since my specialization is in crisis response and management, I can use a whole theme of "airport security."  When talking about students experiencing crisis and transition, I can explain how psychosocial crisis can motivate students to move away from "autopilot" (har har), foreclosed thinking - for example, how crises might make a student more aware of their privileges or might move them away from dualistic thinking towards multiplicty and relavitism.  I could probably do something creatively with a "passport" idea, plus incorporate a lot of my experiences this summer in international education into the theme.  And that's just the tip of the iceberg!

Hey, I warned you I was geeked out on Student Affairs stuff right now!
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(no subject) [Mar. 29th, 2008|06:38 pm]
I cannot believe I am 1/3 done with graduate school.  So far, it has been a great experience - albeit a challenging one.  It has not been perfect, of course, and I wish I could forget Winter Quarter altogether, but I remain hopeful that Spring Quarter and this summer will make up for it.

My courses next quarter:

Student Development Theory II
Assessment in Higher Education
Lifestyle and Career Development Counseling
Continuing with Internships with Student Conduct (yay!) and with the Dean of Students (yay!)

It will be such a busy quarter, though - since I am leaving a month early, I am going to have to get a lot of my assignments and finals finished before I leave.  I wish I had a longer Spring Break to prepare myself for the quarter ahead, but I trust myself that it will all get done.  And I am so excited to take theory again - I really love student development theory!

I am trying to tailor my degree towards my ultimate career goals.  It did not occur to me that I should be more intentional, given how competitive the job market is.  My short-term career goal is to graduate in June 2009 with a 4.0 cumulative (so far, so good!), enter the field as a Resident Director (preferably somewhere in western Washington State - WWU, UPS, PLU, or UBC, even), work in that job for 2-3 years, and then try to find a job as a housing conduct officer.  I really love working in conduct and crisis management, but those jobs are far and few between.  I will have to wait out M.S.'s job for decades, I am sure.

Anyways, so I am now tailoring my experiences here at OSU to prepare me for the next 5 or so years of my professional career.  I am minoring in a self-designed minor that will be called either Crisis Management or Campus Critical Incident Response, hopefully taking another internship in the fall helping the Housing Conduct Officer here train the housing staff in emergency response and conduct procedures, and I will probably attend the Association for Student Judicial Affairs (ASJA) conference next year instead of a Career Services conference (All GTAs get funding to attend a conference).
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Winter Quarter [Mar. 8th, 2008|07:32 pm]
Okay, you don't have to say it:  I already know that I have not updated in a long, long time!

This has been a pretty rough quarter.  The grad school honeymoon is definitely over and now I find myself in a weird transitional place where I need to start making decisions and find better strategies to motivate myself.

Most of my classes this quarter were underwhelming and failed to reach their full potential.  I hardly felt challenged and found myself losing interest often because I felt I was not learning.  I tried to explore outside texts, conversations and experiences to make the most of my learning in those classes, but overall, I have to say I was pretty unhappy with this quarter's core classes.

One class I did love was my Spirituality in Higher Education seminar class.  The class was just 5 graduate students and one of my favorite professors talking about the potential role of the university in supporting students' quest for meaning and purpose, whether through religious, personal or philosophical means.  The conversations in that class were engaging, often profound, and redeeming for the less-than-enthralling conversations in my other classes.  I am really going to miss that class.

I also struggled this quarter with my assistantship.  I would say it is fair that I am going through some growing pains and lately I have been debating whether this position is right for me.  I feel like I am not growing or learning, not only because my responsibilities are akin to the paraprofessional assistants, but also because the office environment is not the most healthy or supportive.  Right now I don't know how to go forward because it is very complicated and I certainly know this is not the appropriate place to discuss my problems.  I have arranged a number of meetings to candidly and professionally share my experiences and needs.  If nothing materializes from this conversation, then I know I ultimately will have to make a decision about whether to stay or look for another assistantship.  But we (and by we, I mean me) will cross that bridge when I get there.

I am really looking forward to the new quarter and my summer internship in Scotland.  Next quarter I will make serious headway on my Conduct internship and my internship with the Dean of Student Life.  I will also take two core classes that promise to be challenging - Student Development Theory II and Assessment.  I love, love, love theory and look forward to continuing the discussions we had in Theory I in the fall.  And as much as I hate math, I am looking forward to Assessment because I am craving the structure and black-and-whiteness of data and numbers.  I think it will provide a nice contrast to my other coursework and experiences here.  Plus, I am currently working on an assessment project for the on-campus interview event and I really like learning about assessment technologies and methods.

Sorry if I sound a little melancholy - it's just been a long quarter and I can't say I loved every minute of it.  I only got to see Nick once during the whole three-month quarter and never got in a visit to see my mother, sister, brother or Bellingham.  Luckily my mother and brother are visiting me in Corvallis this week.  It's my brother's first college spring break so I want to make sure it is an enjoyable one!
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Possible Internship Idea [Jan. 31st, 2008|10:45 pm]
Today I was sleuthing around OSU's website and I found an office I think I would like to intern with next year.  It's the College Assistance Migrant Program (CAMP) office.

CAMP's mission is to "To provide educational and support services including outreach efforts to eligible migrant and seasonal farm workers and their children during their first year of college.

From what I can decipher from the website, they provide academic advising and tutoring services, career counseling, financial aid counseling, mentoring and so forth.  I remember during my first week at OSU attending a workshop Career Services led on career development for the incoming CAMP orientation group.  They were really bright kids and a fun group to see go through a workshop.

The only thing I have a question about is that the website says only students who are "permanent residents or citizens" can utilize these services.  I wonder how many "undocumented" students cannot participate because CAMP is a federally-funded program.  I know at WWU there was an excellent Admission Advisor I once had the privilege of speaking with who was researching undocumented students in higher education and the special challenges that exist for these students such as affording college (can you imagine affording college without financial aid?), being eligible for health services, and frequently worrying about their families being deported.

I won't lie - I have very minimal experience working with this student population, which is why I think it would be a great learning opportunity to take an internship in this office.  I have no idea in what capacity I could help - I suppose maybe I can bring my experiences in and connection to Career Services to create a stronger relationship or collaboration between the two offices.

But like I said, I probably won't even be able to think about another internship until like, 2009!  I already bit off more than I could chew, so I need to remind myself that I still have four quarters after this one.  I have time - I don't need to do everything right now, today!
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2008|11:02 am]
To follow up to yesterday's post:  It's amazing what a good chat with a friend over some warm apple cider, some Cajun tater tots, and good night's sleep can do for one's perspective.
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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2008|05:47 pm]
This week so far has been really emotionally intensive, but ripe with life lessons and character building.  I feel that now that I am on the other end of some of the conflicts I encountered this week, both professional and personal, I am more aware of how I manage my emotions and how to really find an appropriate outlet to express and attend to my emotions.  Some of you know the personal strife I experienced this week and I don't think this is necessarily the appropriate avenue to resurface what I have made peace with and resolved.  However, I feel like this is where I can go to debrief and process my professional experiences, so please excuse me while I try.

Today I felt really disappointed in myself with my performance at The Interview of a Lifetime and spent a majority of the day feeling anxious and beating myself up for not doing better, for not really selling myself, and for not demonstrating my true potential.  I think when you prepare for something so much and want something so much, it just makes you more invested, anxious and unsure. 

Later that afternoon, for example, I had another interview for a summer internship I really did not have much interest in and I did so much better - because I wasn't putting so much pressure on myself; I wasn't overthinking my answers or letting the self-applied pressure affect my performance.  I sometimes am the obstacle to my own success.

I was glad my mother was able to put it into perspective today, even though I think she was ripping off Dr. Phil at bit (just kidding, Ma!).  She told me that there was no use in worrying about something you cannot control; the interview is over and done with and I did what I could, under the circumstances.  Spending all day re-playing my answers in my head and thinking about what I should have said anyways is pretty much wasted energy.  I think to an extent, yes, but I think I can also use that self-analysis to hopefully learn a lesson and improve in future interview endeavors.

In Multiculturalism in Higher Education class last week, we talked about different world views towards free will, fate, control, and conscious decision-making.   I can't say I am fully aware of where I fall on the spectrum of control vs. fate, but I definitely think I can control how I respond to circumstance or to happenstance.  I may not be able to control if it rains that day, but I choose to either sit at home and pout or put on my galooshes and go puddle jumping.  I can choose to let a disappointing experience ruin my day or my self-esteem or I can choose to learn from it and forgive myself. 

And I can (admittedly because of the privileges I have) choose to be involved in experiences that will prepare me the best I can for a successful and rewarding future, but I cannot control if someone has more experience than me and gets the job instead.  All I can do is my best and hope that it's enough.

Right now, I am going to choose to not stay home and drive myself crazy, but instead go to a lecture on campus on Spanish cuisine across the globe!  I have no idea what to expect but I look forward to learning something new...you know, outside of graduate school!

Peace be with you all -- BQH
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Winter Quarter 2008 [Jan. 15th, 2008|10:10 am]
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There seems to be a lot riding on the next two weeks.  As some of you know, I have applied to a few ACUHO-I (the professional college housing association) internships around the country and for a summer internship with my mentor in Scotland.  Interviews for ACUHO-I begin this Thursday and extend into February and if I am invited to interview for the internship abroad, I will probably be interviewing in the next few weeks.  I have never felt happier to have an assistantship with Career Services!  Hopefully I can use some of that interview wisdom I dispense to students on a daily basis for myself!

I am trying to find ways to subside my anxiety and as it turns out, taking the equivalent of 20 graduate-level credits surely helps distract the mind!

On that note, I realized I have yet to share, in detail, my courses and projects this quarter!  Silly me!

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My schedule courses:

Multiculturalism in Higher Education
Counseling
Spirituality in Higher Education

My internships:

Office of Student Conduct and Community Standards Intern:  My primary charges over the next two quarters is to adjudicate hearings, create a creative sanction guide, work with the Conduct GTA to overhaul the current Academic Dishonesty Workshop, attend Critical Incident Response Team (CIRT) meetings (which is truly a great learning experience, as OSU's CIRT team is one of the first campus networking teams and its leaders, the Dean of Students and the Director of Student Conduct, travels all around the country and world to help other universities set up their own crisis management team), attend Bias Response Team meetings, attend Sexual Assault Prevention and Response Team meetings and participate in the Alcohol Issues in Higher Education Conference in February.  I would also like to create a town-gown committee or forum that would help build relationships between OSU students and Corvallis residents and address some of the issues that arise in college town residential areas (such as disputes over noise, partying, and so forth).

Office of the Dean of Student Life Intern: This is a two-part, long-term, open-ended internship, extending from last quarter to Spring 2009, when I graduate.  Essentially, our Dean of Students really wants to create some momentum around student spiritual development at OSU.  I was originally approached to conduct a "quiet space" inventory of the campus - you know, places students can go to reflect, meditate, contemplate, pray, or just have peace and quiet amidst the hustle-and-bustle of campus life.  Because I want to create an area of specialization in Campus Ecology, I thought this would be a great project.  However, once I met with the Dean and we started talking, this one-quarter, 2-credit project quickly morphed into a two-year internship to do whatever is necessary to create an Interfaith Center on campus.  The way I envision it, the Interfaith Center would be a physical place on campus where students can learn more about spirituality, religion, and faith without pressure to join or commit to a faith or group, find private space to reflect, pray, and/or meditate, and meet other students of different faiths and backgrounds.  Perhaps I would be going out on a limb to say public higher education in general shys away from spiritual education and yet we as Student Affairs professionals commit ourselves to assisting students to develop holistically.  However, by not initiating conversation or efforts to help students better understand themselves and their spiritual beliefs (which can be and often is very different from religious beliefs), we send a message that spirituality has no place in academe.  When, in fact, I might argue: "True education is always about learning to connect knowing with doing, belief with behavior..." (Garber, 1996, p. 43).

As I was saying: While my internship is a little open-ended because there is no way to tell where this project will go in the next two years, for now I know I will be inventorying quiet space, researching student spiritual development theory, surveying what efforts other colleges and universities are making towards assisting their students in this endeavor, meeting with student groups and the Religious Advisors Association to gain feedback about their visions for OSU, creating a website on spiritual development at OSU and facilitating a presentation to Student Affairs professionals next year about how we can support students through the stages of spiritual development.

Neat, right?  If you are overwhelmed just reading about my internship, you should know how I feel about having to do it!

And finally, my projects for this term:

Campus Days Leadership Team: 
I am co-coordinating the two-day campus interview event for future CSSA students.  This includes organizing student and faculty panels, pre-event communication efforts (aka calling the 100+ applicants before the end of this week!), arranging hospitality and transportation, and so forth.  The bad news is we only have two more weeks to get everything done!  But the good news is we have a great team of volunteers and after February 8, I am done with this project and can focus on my other projects!

Intercultural Career Development Conference: 
I am creating a presentation on how students who have been taught - culturally, socially or otherwise - to be modest can market themselves during the job process and still remain true to their cultural values.  I am also creating a giant resource guide for marginalized students on where they can go for support and guidance during the job search process.

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I told you I was busy!  But again, at least I do not have any time to sit around and panic about my Scotland internship interview!  Plus, I am really passionate about my projects, so I am hoping I can use that to motivate and energize me through the quarter.  I am also planning to take a giant break on Presidents Day Weekend, when Nick visits.  It's sad that I won't get to see him for a full month and a half, but it is probably the only way I will be able to survive this quarter!


Garber, S. (1996). The fabric of faithfulness: Weaving together belief and behavior during the university years. Downers Grove, Ill.: InterVarsity Press.
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2008|07:02 pm]
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For those of you who might not have the time to read both this blog and the CSSA blog where I am now a contributing writer, here is my inaugural post, for your convenience:

No. Non. Sorry. Can’t. Nej. Uh-uh. Nein. Maybe later?

Sorry, I’m just practicing saying “No.” The way this quarter is shaping up, I was convinced I forgotten how.

This quarter, I am enrolled in Multiculturalism in Higher Education, Fundamentals of Counseling, Spirituality in Higher Education, an internship with The Office of Student Conduct and Community Standards, an internship with the Dean of Students, and two projects co-coordinating Campus Days and creating a presentation for the Intercultural Career Development Conference (organized by this blog’s very own Tristen!). Oh, and did I mention the 20 hours a week at Career Services for my assistantship, too?

It’s safe to say I registered for everything this quarter but sleep, study, and a social life.

And yet, I am thrilled to be participating in such great initiatives, projects and courses. I will certainly be banking on my passions (and copious amounts of caffeine) to motivate me and sustain my energy throughout the next 10 weeks, but I hear that’s the secret to working in Student Affairs, anyways.

While I admit I need to learn how to say “No,” I hope never to make it a habit. If I was not so promiscuous with my “Yes’es”, so to speak, I would never have been a Resident Advisor, a housing intern in New York City, or a CSSA graduate student.  I think it is important for me to remind myself, from time to time, that where I am today is literally the result of a series of happy accidents that have created great purpose in my life.

I am looking forward to see what accidents I can stumble into over the next five quarters and my career thereafter.

- BQH

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End of Quarter [Dec. 11th, 2007|03:19 pm]
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On Wednesday, December 5, 2007 at 6:50 p.m., I finished my first quarter of graduate school.  And I got a 4.0 GPA to boot!

What a long, long 11 weeks it has been.  It is so strange to think back to my first few weeks here in Corvallis, when I felt so utterly lonely and uncertain about what I would be able to accomplish here at OSU.  Now I feel comfortable and close with my cohort and I've almost put an end to those nagging thoughts of self-doubt fullstop.

I am ready to go home, however, and spend a few weeks with my loved ones.  Nick will be joining the Hoovers for Christmas for the third year in a row.  I secretly think the only reason I'm invited home for Christmas is because Nick will be there - to say my mother a-d-o-r-e-s him is an understatement.  I'm kind of his +1.

After the break, I will be working on a number of exciting projects.  I will have two internships - one with the Dean of Student Life working on developing an Interfaith Center and another with the Office of Student Conduct and Community Standards.  Let me say I am very excited to work in Student Conduct - it is definitely a functional area I am looking to pursue post-graduation.  I had my first conduct hearing with a student last week and it was fascinating.  As a RA, I never got to see what happened after the booze was poured down the sink or after we confronted the alleged policy violation  - I mean, I always met with the student the next day to have a follow-up conversation, but because of confidentiality, I was never part of the rehabilitation or sanction process. 

I really love the idea of making conduct (or mistakes and poor decisions) an opportunity for learning and development.  After my Sociology of Deviant Behavior class, I saw how punitative and unforgiving the American judicial and legal system is and frankly, it frightened me.  I think students definitely need to be held accountable for their choices and actions, but I do not think their mistakes should follow them around for the rest of their life.  I think lingering guilt can only impede the student's ability to grow and want to be a positive contributor to the community.

As for my other classes and projects, I will be taking three formal classes: Multiculturalism in Higher Education, Spirituality in Higher Education and Counseling.  I am also a co-coordinator for Campus Days, the on-campus interview weekend for applicants to the CSSA program, which is good for a few project credits.  No doubt, it will be a busy, busy quarter, but an exciting one.

I wish I could write more, but my brain is absolutely fatigued and I must go home and clean my apartment - it's not in very good shape after I neglected my housekeeping duties during Finals Week!

Happy holidays!
BQH
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